PRELIM 1

Prelim 1 results out !!! HAHHAHAHHA i cant even get into a JC with this results . MOMENT had come ..Announcement of my results .....

CCHY PRELIM 1 2012 English-60% * Maths-79%
A-maths-73%
Physic-56%
Chem-53%
Combined Humanities-56%
Geo-45%

L1R5-21
Super Pathetic results
HARDLY SEE ANY EFFORT PUT IN BY ME

BOTH SCIENCES SCREWED
GEO FLUNKED
BOTH MATHS NOT UP TO EXPECTATIONS

*ENGLISH RESULTS SUPER FAKE (+5%) moderation IF you want to mark strictly go ahead ..50% cohort wiped out and then you guys decided to moderate the damn results to make people pass?Sorry i don't see any logic in it .MAKE US FEEL BETTER(HIDE US FROM REALITY?) OR JUST SIMPLY FOR THE SAKE FOR OTHER AGENDAS(DON'T WISH TO LIST OUT ) CONCLUSION: ENGLISH WEAK

Prelim 2- two weeks away
O-levels - 70++ days away
I despise myself and those friends who said ya ( 21 points okay what ? good what?)

It may seem that they have low expectations but the fact that WE have SIMILAR and great TARGETS .. DEEP IN THEIR HEART THEY HAVE ambitions LIKE THIS GET A SINGLE POINTER FOR PRELIMS AND OWN EVERYONE IN THE CLASS AND THEN TOP THE COHORT HONOUR ROLLS FOR O LEVELS beat the other class (results release 2013) ( maybe no more year 2013)

OR JUST HOPE FOR THE LAST PART TO HAPPEN MOST OF THEM .. in fact (just don't wish to generalize things )... WE OURSELVES KNOW ..WE THINK ..WE HOPE ...WE SAY OUT LOUD>>WE WRITE AND EVEN HOPE BUT ALMOST NONE DID ...

WE MAY SEEMED TO REFUSE TO FACE THE REALITY .. WE START TO PONDER REFLECT ..YEAH WE LOOK LIKE DARK HORSES overtaking soon ..CAN OVERPOWER PEOPLE ...When we fall. we act like one who understand our real mistakes and will be changing ..(super motivated) yeah i am gonna do this do that ..beat him ...beat her ... top the class... PERFECT MINDSET >>PERFECT ADRENALINE RUSH ..sorry it don't last long . IF we fall again , we will do the same thing ..over and over again till we are numb to the falling ..And people will start thinking and change judgements about us ..we just simply look weak to them ..thinking that only a couple maybe on par with them .

BIGGEST JOKE OF PLANET EARTH ... WHEN WE START to CONCERN ABOUT PPL's judgement and then at this point of time someone will step in and say "WE SHOULD DON'T CARE aBOUT HOW PPL JUDGE US,we are ourselves..and (suddenly something like this will pop out) we shall prove them wrong "

HAHAHA i really wish to laugh at this moment ... YEAH politically correct stuff everyone in this planet earth will know we should not care about other thinks of us , we just don't let ourselves down will do ...thats crap defying human nature ??? MOST OF US will assume that we actually can do it ...in the end and actually ... we definitely will get affected by ppl's comments and views about us (NORMALLY) defying "BEING NORMAL" is something we like to do isn't it.

THIS how realistic and genuine a person can be ...(yeah maybe it is just me)

There is another group of person i would like to comment on ..people who is so full of themselves and think that if they work hard confirm trash all of us..sorry i have to say a fact that indeed they have the potential to ACE AND TOP ..BUT their biggest obstacle to success is that irritating lousy attitude of theirs ..thus unable to reach their maximum even they try to work hard ...THEY CANT GO FAR IN LIFE WITH THIS ATTITUDE OF THEIRS

CONSOLATION :HOWEVER MOST OF US STILL HAVE VALUES in us no matter how far-fetched our attitude and thoughts may be

HOW DARING OF ME TO COMMENT ON PEOPLE ? AM I SOMEONE WHO FITS TO COMMENT ? WHO AM I ? YEAH KEEP COMMENTING ABOUT PEOPLE HOW ABOUT Yourself THINK ABOUT one's indiviual before saying about others ?

NOTE : JUST MY "HUMBLE" OPINIONS AND VIEWS ...NOTHING Merely BUT A TYPICAL OR EVEN LOUSIER BEING.

signing off with a quote
“In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on.”
-ROBERT FROST

Incoming exams

Prelim is coming really soon ... I don't have the feeling that i am gonna face an exam yet It really sucks . Even though i tried studying ...but it don't seem to be very productive Shall persist even though I hate the feeling of losing to people Even thought i may appear okay smiling if i lost to someone In the darkest corner of my heart , i feel like hitting him/her ... But this feeling will only sustain in my heart for a very short while Cant really use this to push me to work hard But there is a need to keep on going. Quote from one of my senior's words "When people don't study , you must study.When people study, you also must study"

Friends Sharing the same memories

Today was a productive day .Study session with JIA fan ... (a humorous and childish ...like to act feminine) Memories with JIA FAN cumm best Friend ... i have been friends with him for 4 yrs since sec1 ..One of my best friend in CCHY ...He loves acting ..just like me ..we share the same cca ( Chinese Drama and Running Club) ..Although lazy but kind of smart . to be serious in these years in CChY ,i only have a few close friends ... Most likely , we wont be going to the same school for our post-sec education .. But good to have him to be part of my sec school memories .... Most likely i wont forget my best friends even i get old ...Just like my only best friend in NLPS : Wei Mian ... .. For female ..i believe so far none ......maybe a few i will keep in my mind ..Such as xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx(not intending to tell anyone ) OKay shall stop here and go lepak and watch some movies :DDD A photo and a quote to end this post with

~~A photo of AH gua fan and Me ~~ Yesterday brought the beginning, tomorrow brings the end, and somewhere in the middle we became the best of friends. ~Author Unknown Friendship isn't a big thing - it's a million little things. ~Author Unknown

Muhahah I am Back

RECALLING MEMORIES --------------------------------------------------

JJ's Birthday was a blast
Hope he appreciate my Birthday present :D

On 13/4/2012 ..(13th Firday )
Legendary Darkest day ever
But it turned out fine -__________-
Lols i just recalled that It was my Primary sch best friend's birthday
Just sent a "happy Birthday " to him , Got a reply "ty" okay can

Recently i got addicted to wrestling videos wwe smackdown,wrestlemania,raw

i rmb when i was young my favourite wwe wrestlers were the undertaker , Rock and Kane
But now i began to like two new op wrestlers :D
They are Randy Orton And JOhn Cena ------------------------------

John Cena

THE ROCK

Randy Orton

COOl images right
Credits to Google images

Shall End this post with this
"Actors ought to be larger than life. You come across quite enough ordinary, nondescript people in daily life and I don't see why you should be subjected to them on the stage too." By-Ninon de L'Enclos (wrestlers from wwe are actors too :D)

First DAy of Holiday

MOST OF THE COMMON TEST RESULT IS OUT!!!!!!!

A-maths-C6(53%)
E-maths-A1(78%)
Physic-B3(65%)
Chemistry-B4(60%)
Higher Chinese-B4(60%)

I was devastated ..for particular, a-maths results ...even thought almost all my classmates had failed this test. This time round, it was set by MS WOO ( known to set to killer papers) ...The test was durable , in the sense no super hard questions ....Just need to think and twist a bit ..should be fine ..Ms tan gave me some comments saying the main thing i lack is self-confidence while doing the paper .My methods and concepts are correct but just lack of precision in my answer. The best class 's MSG was around 4 ...which means there is plenty room for improvement.i had learned something after this common test.."CARELESS " and " Insufficient time " will never be the excuses and reasons for one's failure , You will never succeed if you keep saying ..Aiaya careless , ..Aiya no time ... ! Not time , do faster next time (Proper time management )...Careless ..(practices more )be more careful next time ..

Physic ..i expected an A but due to strength of my concepts ..
My Biggest worry was CHEMISTRY and ENGLISH !
i fear to fail my chem again but luckily this time round ..i managed to get a B4 but i really hope that i can clinch a A1 in O levels ..As for English , it has been my weakest Subject since sec1 ..My poor foundation in my English Language had caused lots of remarks by my teachers ...Humanities ,Maths , Sciences and El teacher herself ..I will definitely try my best to improve my ENGLISH as it is my L1 but one fear always striken down in heart ..What if i did badly for English in "Os"i cant get into any jcs or i pass my engLish But badly causes my L1R5 to plunge cause me to get into a jc that is not my choice Or TYCO even get a good grade for English but failed to survive in JC GENERAL PAPER ???? These questions flooded my mind oftenly ......
Deep in my heart ..
I fear this fear that....
One can be super weak in Maths And sciences but lots of drilling can causes them back into track..
However, as for language ,(especially English) , how much drilling is useless..it is all about reading ,understanding and using it in everyday's lives .......i try to read as much as possible for now ...hoping to shape my foundation be more robust and firm ... Somtimes my standard of English is so low that my grades are poorer than those foreign students ..i ought to be ashamed of myself !!!

ENGLISH ~~~~~~~~ the language
i envious those who are strong in English , they can speak well and write well...
i think that writing Essays for English is my biggest weakness , the words dont seem to come out naturally form my mind . Sometimes even i speak too ..Ended up wasting a lot of time to think ...My use of words are generally too simple when i was nervous whenever i start writing essays in exams ..i may had perfect storyline but lousy language caused me to barely pass my essays .....grammar too...

i was often criticized by my English teachers.
"Weak in grammar"
"Too Simple use of vocabulary like primary school kids"
"WEAK IN ENGLISH:
These few sentences just cant get out of minds

But i can write very well in primary schools ..but after promoted to secondary school ..My English standard dropped drastically ..Dont know why...The envirnoment> > Too many friends speaking Chinese? Not sure...
Okay did some reflection ...Shall end with a daily quote ..
“I learned that one can never go back, that one should not ever try to go back - that the essence of life is to go forward. Life really is a one-way street.”

- Agatha Christie

Last Day of COMMON TEST 1

Yeap :D today is the last day of common test 1 , also the last common test in CCHY? FOrget about today's killer papers despite screwing the whole Ct1.
This entry is never meant to reflect how bad or good i have done for the CT1.

To start off things right ,i have a good news :D i have successfully completed the NTUC U RUn OMB challenge ....OMB Challenge sounds a bit werid though .(Basically..it is a race where you need to run 10KM and climb 30 STOREYS !) Although i used quite a while to complete the run but the Main point is i have completed it by jogging consecutively for 10km and CLIMBED (Actually walking) 30 stories !!I did fine for the run but as for the climb ,i kinda of ran out of breath .as the stariways was quite stuffy and small .. I am proud to announce my new achievement as i only tried to complete 8km training run before . This race is a test of not only physical fitness but also drilled on everyone's determination to complete the race.
I felt like giving up the race when i was climbing up the Stairs as it was tremendously exhausted. But managed to keep going until the finishing point.There was one uncle who was completing the race with me ,encouraged me to keep on going and we cross the finishing point together .(KIND OF FATHER AND SOn encouragement ) LAst but not least special thanks to the uncle too!!!!

FINISHER MEDAL WITH A BIG SMILE



After completing the race,me and my friends-senior(SHi nan , jia jun , jiafan ,Ben Peng , Kaywee,Jeffrey went to J8 to have our lunch.. I had my virgin PEPPER LUNCH at J8 foodcourt .. The food was appetizing and delicious also with reasonable prices. Worth trying again :DD A tring yet fun sunday morning ..went back have a nap and started my last min revision for Ct1 ..

Ending this entry with a quote:
It is not in life, but in art that self-fulfillment is to be found.
-Wilson Mizner

Tommorw is a better day

Yup , yesterday had passed ..Waking up at 7am today ..Mugging Physic and went for a run with JIA JUN , YAN NING AND REBEKAh ..AS USAsL rebekah was late AGAIN ....tried running 6+1 rounds on the stadium consecutively ...Tired but fun .. TMR IS THE RECE DAY FOR U-RUn, i REGISTERED FOR THE OMB CHALLENGE(10km +30~40stroeys to climb ) OMG GOSH...I cant believe how brave was i when i chose that category ....LOLS in the end still have to run!! NO!!!! GONNA SLEEP EARLY TONIGHT ....(REUqIRED TO REAcH THERE BY 6.30am)...HECTIC DAY TMR WILL BE .... GONNA GO FOR TUITION LATER .

NTUC U_RUN!!!

THE WORLD COLLAPSED UPON ME

YuP YEAR 2012 .....Time really flies ..i spent 1 hr editing the template of this blog skin and make a few slight amendments ... TODAY was a disastrous DAY ..THE first day of COMMON TEST 1 ..i Screwed up my e-maths by losing 9 marks ..THIS PAPER Was relatively easy !! I SHOULD FACE PALM MYSELF ... As For the combined humanities , i got a bad and strange feeling about it ....IT deters my instinct for once ...... Last but not least was the English remedial by ms teng which given us our SPEECH LETTER WRITING ASSIGNMENT BACK ..Although almost everyone failed but i failed very badly by scoring 11.5/30 only ...COMMENTS BY MS TENG : HONG DA, YOU ENGLISH IS VERY WEAK ,PLS DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT BEFORE IT IS TOO LATE ..." RUNINED MY DAY AND DeMoralised ME FURTHER .. MY ENGLISH IS indeed that WEAK , i have tried reading novels and newspaper but ...JUST SOMEHOW MY RESULTS DID NOT SHOW !!!! MOOD ;SUPER EMO !!!!