Incoming exams

Prelim is coming really soon ... I don't have the feeling that i am gonna face an exam yet It really sucks . Even though i tried studying ...but it don't seem to be very productive Shall persist even though I hate the feeling of losing to people Even thought i may appear okay smiling if i lost to someone In the darkest corner of my heart , i feel like hitting him/her ... But this feeling will only sustain in my heart for a very short while Cant really use this to push me to work hard But there is a need to keep on going. Quote from one of my senior's words "When people don't study , you must study.When people study, you also must study"